About Me : -

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I am the kind of person you can know for a day and feel like you have known forever, or know for years and know nothing about. I find it easy to adapt, I love change, I get bored easily, I can be both abstract and logical, I am ambitious, I am extroverted but I need to be alone sometimes, I am very open, I trust people easily, I often don’t learn from my mistakes, I am almost always laughing or smiling, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I rarely care what people think, I am very honest, I am a good liar when I need to be, I am vain, I am a perfectionist, I try to look for the best in people, I believe that most people have good intentions, I am blunt, I don’t sugarcoat things, I have very few insecurities, I am very confident, I crave attention, I can be very cynical sometimes, I despise organized religion, I respect people who dare to be different, and I love animals. I value loyalty above all things, I hate narrow-minded people, I am a liberal, I am always bold, I am always very open, I don’t like politics, I hate not being right, and I try not to be judgmental. I love to make and break things. I am I J.

May 30, 2008

Meri Aankhon Se Dekho Zara

hamesha main tumhare dil ka
hissa banna chahta tha

bas tumhare saath rehna chahta tha

kabhi na tumse door jaana chahta tha


koi jahaan mein tumse kisi ko
tol nahi sakta

chand khoobsurat hai magar
magar tumhare husn ke aage
kuch bhi nahi.

tum bepanaah khoobsurat ho

aur khoobsurat ho tum
hamare pyar ki tarah
sach mein..

mere paas bahut kuch hai
itna pyar paaya hai tumse

jiski mujhe hasrat thi
pyar kabhi socha nahi maine

main tumse itna pyar karta hoon
jiska tumhein andaaza nahi hai

tum kya ho mere liye
is baat ka tumhein takaaza nahi hai

main vaada karta hoon tumse
ki sab kuch tumhe doonga

tumhare liye sab kuch karunga
jab tak main zinda rahunga

tumhari aankhon mein
main apna aaj dekhta hoon

dekhta hoon kal, beeta hua bhi
bas jab tum mujhe dekhti ho

ruk sa jaata hoon kabhi
sochta jaata hoon kabhi

ki.. ek din aayega
jab tumhein pata chalega

ki tum kya ho mere liye

ki tum kya ho mere liye

meri aankhon se dekho zara

aao..

meri aankhon se dekho zara

May 26, 2008

Pyar Karna Chahta Hoon

duniya mein bahut se log dekhe
kuch achche dekhe to kuch bure dekhe

sabki gehraiyaan to nahi maap paaya
par khud ko sab mein bahut tanha paaya


tanha hoon kyonki..
tanha rehna achcha lagta hai

karta hoon pyar main sabse

phir bhi har koi..
kyon mujhe begaana lagta hai

karta hoon main baat sabhi se

phir bhi har koi..
kyon mujhe gumsum sa lagta hai


bahut socha, bahut likha
haasil kuch na hua itna karke

zindagi to kabhi nahi aayi
maut aayi aahista karke


kyon sochta hoon
kyon likhta hoon

apni dhun pe chalta jaata hoon
sabke dukh baantna chahta hoon

kisi se kuch paane ki ichcha nahi
par sabko kuch dena chahta hoon


main kisi ka to nahi hoon
par main kisi ka banna chahta hoon

bas pyar karna chahta hoon...
bas pyar karna chahta hoon..

bas..
pyar karna chahta hoon...

May 25, 2008

Ehsaas

pyar sabse pyaara ehsaas hai
pyar sabse badi pyaas hai

pyar ek khel ki tarah hai

pyar woh hai jo main
tumhare liye mehsoos karta hoon

har din har pal

pyar ek hasi hai
pyar ek geet hai
pyar ek lagaav hai

do dilo ke beech

jo humein baandhe rakhta hai

main tumhein tahe dil se
pyar karta hoon

meri aatma aur mera mann

mujhe achcha lagta hai
main tumhein jis tarah
pyar karta hoon

bas mera khud par kaabu nahi hai
dil mera mere bas mein nahi hai

bas jab tumhari aankhen
meri aankhon se takraati hai

kya bataun tumhein

bas.. main tumhein bahut pyar karta hoon

aur maine apni poori zindagi
tumhare naam kar di hai

pyar ek ehsaas hai

aur ye hamesha mere saath rahega

ye hamesha mere paas rahega..

May 20, 2008

Dil Tujhe Chahta Hai

Dil tujhe chahta hai…
Tujhe hi pyar karta hai.
Hardum harpal…
Tera hi intezaar karta hai.


Tere hi sapne dekhta hai…
Tujhpar hi bharosa karta hai.
Tu dil hai tu hi jaan meri…
Tere hi liye jeeta hai.


Na jaane kab milogi tum…
Mujhe kabse intezaar hai.
Maine to keh diya Tumhein…
Tum bhi kaho naa pyar hai.


Shayad intezaar hi hai…
Mere naseeb mein.
Shayad na mil paayenge hum…
Is janam mein.


Shayad………
Tum ho hi nahin
Meri kismat mein
Shayad………


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May 19, 2008

Likha Na Maine Khat Kabhi

Likha na Maine khat kabhi,
Na pyar ka izhaar kiya…
Bas dil hi dil mein tumko,
Maine ab tak pyar kiya…


Pyar ka ehsaas bhi tha,
Dil mein mere pyaas bhi thi…
Tumhein paana mera khwab tha,
Tum hi to mera armaan thi…


Kaise bataun tumko apni ye pareshaaniyan,
Kaise sunaun tumko pyar ki ye kahaaniyan…
Dilse aawaaz aati thi to daba leta tha,
Marna to chaha magar, tere kaaran jee leta tha…


Gam mitaana ke liye karta bhi kya,
Tere bina main ab jeeta bhi kya…
Sharaab ke alaava aur peeta bhi kya,
Tere bina ab jeeta bhi kya…


Likha na Maine khat kabhi,
Na pyar ka izhaar kiya…
Bas dil hi dil mein tumko,
Maine ab tak pyar kiya…



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May 18, 2008

Tere Bina Dil Lagta Nahin

Tere bina dil lagta nahin…
Tere bina raat katti nahin.
Kya karu ki Teri tasveer…
Aankhon se hatti nahin.

Dekha nahin kabhi Tumhein…
Pata nahin kaisi ho tum.
Lekin yakeen se keh sakta hoon…
Ki pari si hogi tum.

Na jaane tumse kab mulaqaat hogi…
Kab woh saawan ki barsaat hogi.
Tumse milne ko dil karta hai,
Kya karu dil hai dil…
Isliye tumhara intezaar karta hai.

Dil ko maine laakh samjhaaya…
Lekin who samajh na paaya.
Tumse milne ko dil kiya…
Par milne aa na paaya.

Tere bina dil lagta nahin…
Tere bina raat katti nahin.
Kya karu ki teri tasveer…
Aankhon se hatti nahin.

Kya karu ki teri tasveer…
Aankhon se hatti nahin.

Kya karu……..

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May 15, 2008

Hum Tujhe Karte Rahenge Pyaar

Hum tujhe karte rahenge pyar…
Hamesha, hamesha, hamesha.
Tujhpe hi marte rahenge yaar…
Hamesha, hamesha, hamesha.

Tumse jo vaade kiye the…
Humne jo sapne bune the.
Unhe karenge poora…
Ek din, ek din, ek din.
Tere dil mein rahenge yaar…
Hamesha, hamesha, hamesha.
Hum tujhe karte rahenge pyar…
Hamesha, hamesha, hamesha.


Aajkal main gumsum sa hoon…
Aajkal main hairaan hoon.
Chod dogi tum mujhe…
Kaise ye main maan loon.
Tadpaati bhi hai…
Aur hasaati bhi hai.
Yaad hai jo teri mere paas.
Chodenge na hum beech majdhaar…
Tujhpe hai meri jaan nisaar.
Hamesha, hamesha, hamesha.


Hum tujhse hi karte rahenge pyar…
Hamesha, hamesha, hamesha.
Tujhpe hi marte rahenge yaar…
Hamesha, hamesha, hamesha.




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May 14, 2008

My Most Happening Day Of May

today the atmosphere is very good in delhi. very cloudy, very friendly, very good climate. i am in office now and dont have any work to do. so, i choose to write a blog. here we go..



Aaj ka topic hai ladkiyaan..



jaise ki aap sab jaante hai ki duniya mei do tarah ke log hote hai. ek achche aur doosre gande. humei choose karna hota hai ki hamare liye kaun achcha hai aur kaun ganda. aise hi is duniya mei do tarah ki ladkiyaan bhi hoti hai. ek achchi aur ek bahut achchi. ladkiyaan gandi to ho hi nahi sakti. achchi ladkiyaan woh hoti hai jo sabse talks karti hai. friendly behave karti hai. kaafi social hoti hai aur hamesha saj dhaj ke rehti hai. bahut achchi ladkiyaan woh hoti hai jo zyada logon se baat nahi karti. hamesha reserved rehti hai. bahut shy and chup chup si rehne wali.



mai kal shyam ko dwarka ke ek coffee shop mei ruka to maine dekha ki mere saath wale table pe ek ladki baithi thi. bilkul akeli. gumsum. chupchaap. bholi bhaali si. i was shocked. maine socha ki aajkal delhi mei aisi girls. bilkul shaant, chup. mujhe laga usse baat karni chahiye. bas kya tha. chance pe dance kiya aur ja pahuncha mai us ladki ki saath wali seat pe.



maine baatein shuru ki kuch is tarah se. i said hello mam. she said who the hell are you. mujhe pata hai pehle hi gaaliyaan padne wali hai. phir maine thoda sa muskura diya aur poocha kya mai yahaan baith sakta hu. she said baith to gaye hi hain aap, ab pooch kyon rahe hai. maine kaha aap kisi ka wait kar rahi hai. she said no. i am single and just coffee peene aayi thi. ghar mei dil nahi kar raha tha. i said ok so.. mai bhi bas coffee peene hi aaya tha. bas hum dono baatein karne lag gaye. kareeban hum dono ne 1 ghante tak baat ki. she was very good looking, charming and with oodles of confidence and attitude.



she said u r a nice guy and then hum log kuch der baad hi baahar nikal gaye. bas ghoomte rahe sec 6 market. mai usse poochta raha aur woh mujhse poochti rahi. phir aise hi baat ladkiyon pe hone lagi. aur hum to ladkiyon mei certification kar chuke hai. she said har ladki achchi hoti hai bas woh khud ko bold show karti hai ki koi doosra use nuksaan na pahuncha sake. i said good.



maine use apni philosophy bataayi. meri philosophy thi. ladkiyaan bas ki tarah hoti hai. ek jaaye to doosri aati hai. mai ladkiyon ki respect bhi karta hu. shayad bahut zyada. i respect maharani gayatri devi. i respect mother teresa. i respect lady diana. but i always fantasize about katrina kaif, ayesha takia, kate winslet and salma hayek. kya kare.. but she proved me wrong with her goody goody talks. mujhe kuch to achcha hi pata chala.



phir she asked me about my cell number. i gave her my cell number. she said she will call me tomarrow and help me in my bachelors degree with some notes and assignments and all that stuff. so i said okay.. but mai to tha dumbo.. uska number liya hi nahi.. jab woh car mei baith ke chali gayi tab yaad aaya ki yaar number to lena hi bhool gaya. so i am waiting for her call and let u know about my story...


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Love Story Part 1

Atmosphere is changing day by day. delhi climate is very hotty and humid now a dayz. stop the crap about delhi climate.. i tell a story of mine.. read carefully........... here we go....

i fall in love with a girl. girl because its india guys.... its not america. got it... i hope u got my point. i met a girl recently. her name is jenny. she is cool, naughty, tall, sexy and above all she is not bimbo. she is damn intelligent.

recently i broke up with my girlfriend named maria. she was hot but a bimbo type. frankly speaking i believe in the inherent goodness of every human being; especially girls, i think girls are good looking, charming and we guys should respect every girl. but u know heart.... lonely heart (dil hai ki maanta nahin).

So, maria was full of attitude (like 90% of girls) and she was doing fashion designing (pata nahi ladkiyaan fashion designing kyon karti hai) she came from a very reputed, respected and rich family (ladkiyaan ameer kyon hoti hai) but she was a bimbo (bimbo bole to cute, beautiful and sexy but dimaag se khaali).

i am just 22 and working for a big internet company. u can say one of the best in the indian business and growing very fast in india. my salary is not enough for rich girls (not enough for me too - saala cell mei saara kharch ho jaata hai) so, by march end i was searching for extra money. i took home tutions on weekends and do a part time internet research work from home for small companies (apna sapna money money - kya kare girlfriend hai na isliye).

so, maria was a bit confused about me. she said you look good, smell good, your family background is good (maine kaha - beta mai defence ke background se hoon, faaltu bola to lagaunga wahi raapte kaan ke neeche). but she also said.. i cant marry you (bole to matlab tha give me time). i said but i love u very much and i want to marry you (gadha tha mai jo aisa kaha - bhaav badh gaye).

then she said move on (tum paise kharch nahi karte) and i said okay (tu hi keh rahi hai move ke liye to theek hai mai to padaishi dancer hu, i can move faster than the rotation of earth) and i we both quit.

currently i am happily committed with my girlfriend jenny. she is very caring (sometimes very very caring and possessive - kahaan gaye the, kya khaaya type) but we both get along very easily and hanging around nicely. hope she will not move on..

to be continued........................................

part 2 will continue next weeek..................................


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Kya Kahoon Ki

Pyar ka pehla pal ho tum
mera aane wala kal ho tum



vaise to mere liye anjaan ho tum
par kya kahoon ki meri jaan ho tum



vaise to tum ho ajnabee
par ajnabee tum lagte nahin



jaanta hoon pyar hai tumhein mujhse
kyon iqraar phir karte nahin



ab to mere din raat ho tum
neendon mein aane wale khwab ho tum



chaho na chaho tum mujhe lekin
meri badhti chahat ho tum



dooriyaan hai hum mein phir bhi
har pal mere paas ho tum



kya kahoon ki...................



pyar ka pehla pal ho tum
mera aane wala kal ho tum



vaise to mere liye anjaan ho tum
par kya kahoon ki meri jaan ho tum



mujhe pata hai tum bhi tadapti ho
khwabon mein neendo mein mujhe hi sochti ho



main jaanta hoon meri ho tum
par kaho na kabhi mujhse ki meri ho tum



jaan ho tum jaanemann ho tum
meri liye to ek deewanapan ho tum



kya kahoon ki................



pyar ka pehla pal ho tum
mere aane wala kal ho tum



vaise to mere liye anjaan ho tum
par kya kahoon ki meri jaan ho tum



aur kya kahoon teri taareef mein ki...............



mera pehla pyar ho tum
is dil ka aakhri armaan ho tum.



Kya Kahoon Ki...
Meri Jaan Ho tum..!


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Jab Bhi Sochta Hoon Uske Baare Mein

Jab bhi sochta hoon uske baare mein,
Main khudse hi baatein kiya karta hoon…
Jab bhi poochta hoon uske baare mein,
Main khudse hi baatein kiya karta hoon...

Mujhe pata hai woh mere jaisi nahin,
Par main vaisa banne ki koshish karta hoon…
Mujhe pata hai na milegi woh mujhe,
Bas uski yaad mein jiya karta hoon…
Kya karu ki uski yaad mein,
Main khudse hi baatein kiya karta hoon…

Mujhe pata hai woh bewafa nahin,
Khud ko ye ilzaam diya karta hoon…
Uske liye to na likh paaya kabhi,
Par uski yaad mein likha karta hoon…
Kya karu ki uske pyar mein,
Main khudse hi baatein kiya karta hoon…

Bepanaah mohabbat usse kiya karta hoon,
Uske liye shayad jiya karta hoon…
Aaj bhi umeed hai uske aane ki,
Bas intezaar uska kiya karta hoon…
Shayad uske intezaar mein,
Main khudse hi baatein kiya karta hoon…

Jab bhi sochta hoon uske baare mein,
Main khudse hi baatein kiya karta hoon…
Jab bhi poochta hoon uske baare mein,
Main khudse hi baatein kiya karta hoon…


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Ek Ladki Hai Deewani Si

Ek ladki hai deewani si…
Janak Puri mein rehti hai.
Life mein mushkile hain kaafi...
Lekin hasti rehti hai.

Use pata hai ki uski hasee…
Ek dhokha, Ek banavat hai.
Sab kuch to hai uske paas…
Jaane kiski chahat hai.

Use khud se yahi shikayat hai…
Ki main aisi kyon hoon?
Ab ye kaun bataaye use…
Ki tum aisi kyon ho?

Mujhe pata hai ki woh achchi hai,
Shayad sab ke liye achchi hai.
Khamosh hai uski zubaan,
Magar uski aankhen bolti hai.

Main kehta hoon use…
Ki achchi ho tum.
Ladki nahi shayad…
Pari ho tum.

Tum apna samjho na samjho,
Magar meri ek pyari dost ho tum.
Ab isse zyada kya kahu uske liye,
Ki yaar ladki nahi pari ho tum.



Don't feel depresses sunaina..
you are a wonderful girl.

I am always there for u.


your's..

A R Y A N


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May 13, 2008

Chaaha Hai Bas Tujhe Hi

Chaaha hai bas tujhe hi
Tujhse hi kiya hai pyaar
Tujhpe ae jaan meri
Ye meri jaan nisaar
Tere pyaar mein ye dil mera
Deewana tha, Deewana hai

Khwabon mein tu aati hai

Meri neend churaati hai
Jab khulti hai aankhen meri
Kahaan tu chali jaati hai

Jeena nahin, tere bina

Bas Tujhe hi paana hai
Tere pyaar mein ye dil mera
Deewana tha, Deewana hai

Ae mere humsafar

Ae meri jaan-ae-bahaar
Tujhpe ye dil to kya
Ye meri jaan bhi nisaar

Humein hai tumse pyaar

Tum bhi kaho naa yaar
Ki Tumhein pyaar hai

Pyaar hai… Pyaar hai...

Mujhse pyaar hai

Mujhe to bas ab…

Tumhari haan ka hi intezaar hai…

Kaho naa Pyaar hai..........
Keh bhi do na......
Ki mujhse pyar hai..!
. . . . . .

I am still waiting for your " " YES " ".


your's lover...
A R Y A N


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Broken Heart

main jaanta hoon ki tumhein lagta hai.
ki main tumse ab pyar nahin karta.
par ek baat bataun tumhein.
agar mai ye nahi kehta.
tab bhi main ye mehsoos karta hoon.
kya in baaton ka koi tuk banta hai.


main tumse vaada karta hoon.
main tumhari zindagi aur mushqil nahi banaunga.
jahaan hum the wahin rahenge.
main is doobte hue suraj ke saath hi doob jaunga.


main is doobte suraj ke saath hi doob jaunga.
main tumhein nahi aawaaz doonga, bas doob jaunga.
mere ghar ke baahar koi khat nahi hoga.
kyonki main pyar mei hoon, aur hamesha rahunga.


main jaanta hoon maine tumhein bahut pareshaan kiya.
rishta toota bhi meri hi wajah se.
hamesha main hi jhagadta tha, main hi ladta tha tumse.
mujhe koi gila nahi hai ki tum mujhse dobara milo ya nahin.
aur tum ye bhi keh sakte ho ki "sab khatam ho gaya".
tab mujhe lagega ki sach mein hamare beech kuch bhi nahin hai.


bas main is doobte suraj ke saath hi doob jaunga.
main tumhein nahi aawaaz doonga, bas doob jaunga.
mere ghar ke baahar koi khat nahi hoga.
kyonki main pyar mei hoon, aur hamesha rahunga.


aur jab hum milenge.
jo mujhe pata hai ki hum zaroor milenge.
ye duniya bahut choti hai aur hamare paas waqt bahut kam hai.
kyon gumsum ho tum, kyon tumhari aankh nam hai.
jo wahaan pe hai woh wahin pe rahega.
main tumhare paas se chala jaunga.
apne honth band rakhunga aur
tumhein lagega ki "sab khatam ho gaya".


haan.. sab khatam ho gaya, ek din aisa hona hi tha.
kal hota to bura lagta, aaj hua to seh liya.
dil toote, apne roothe, main roya bhi bahut.
tum raho khush apni duniya mei, mai to bas chala.


mera kya hai..
bas main is doobte suraj ke saath hi doob jaunga.
main tumhein nahi aawaaz doonga, bas doob jaunga.
mere ghar ke baahar koi khat nahi hoga.
kyonki main pyar mei hoon, aur hamesha rahunga.


why did you break my heart..
why did you go away..
why did you go away...


jab dil toota to aawaaz bahut door tak aayi.....
koi sun bhi na saka... aur dil bikhar gaya hazaar tukdon mei.........


story of a broken heart......................................................... :) :)


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